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Midsummer 2017


half year passed, another half year to go.

so what have i done in this past 6 months?

travel: macao, phuket, bangkok, home.

what have i done? missed flight day before chinese reunion night, spent over rmb160k for over past 6 years from taobao, averagely 24k per year. company been bought and reorg. moving office and moving office soon, moving house.

what have changed? best buddy past away, HOTS 2.0, loves KoG. made new frens and lose old frens, SSDD.

放下放不下。


 

当我觉得我放下的时候,我放不下;那是执着。

老师教过什么是执着,没有教我如何才能放下。

时间就是老师, 执着是体验,放下是经验。

体验了痛苦与烦恼,经历了这些,就知道如何面对它们。

我以为经历了这么多,因该也晓得了。 呵呵。

要说我入世未深,还是我执着太深?

不嗔不恨,不生不灭。

看来还是要多多修心修性修行。


when i was a child, my first ever buddy that i can ever recalled, my younger cousin, I was so small that time I couldn’t ever really recall what we have done together, but he is truly my best ever buddy since my childhood. we got separated when my family moved house, which we both still meeting each others but wasnt that closed anymore. sadly, he had passed away few years ago due to heart attack.

my second buddy, his name is Charles low, which i met him at the kindergarten when i was 6, we attend the same kindergarten, primary and secondary school together. even since now we never met face to face for so long, once a while we do online chatting, but still i am glad he’s enjoying his life with his kids and family. i remember the last time i met his daughter which at a bar place he was running, i think his daughter was like 3-4 years old kiddo. i think her daughter would be in 18ish years old already, mang, time flies.

my next buddy that i really felt that we could be a buddy for the rest of my life, sadly it ended up in a bad way. Bakai and i knew each others since college time, we had been through all the good times and hard times, sadly some unneccessary misunderstanding keeps both of us apart.

人走茶凉


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自从T先生走了以后, 也没什么心情写blog了。有时候觉得他人已经走了,毕竟他们都认识了这么长时间的朋友至少会把仪式都走完吧。看来我还是太天真了。

他的时间也就剩下那么的一点点了, 想来以后你们还有哪些时间会去他家拜访?

我想人走茶凉大概就是这个意思吧。

Me and my junior


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why why why?


to those who always think it is a bad time to do something, well there will be never a good time to do something. sometimes it is only a suggestion but it will always end up in pointing games.

TIC i guess, they are train not to suggest or improve anything to be better. claims that now is not the right moment, everyone is busy… come on… oh well, i wonder what i will be when i return. it is really difficult to adapt to normal people’s life when i live in here for sucha long time. call it a brainwash, hehe.

 

生活在深圳


首先样做个声明,以下是我的生活体验,并不代表所有人在中国的生活体验。

生活在这个中国的大城市差不多有5-6年的时间了,无疑这个城市很多地方都比马来西亚先进,安全。公园,商场多得是。 到处都可以看得到摄像头, 从来不必担心会被抢劫。晚上可以放心的在大路上行走。城市是比很多国家的先进, 可惜人确是少了文化底子。 到底有多缺? 至少20-30年吧我认为。

深圳以前有分关内和关外。关内的人很多人的修养还是有的。关外的人就差多了。现在虽然是没分了,但是人的素质还是有区别的。

先不说吐痰,小孩随地的小便,这些都习以为常了。除非下雨, 看到地上有水千万别踩,99%是尿。真的。

只要你靠近马路,无时无刻都会听到汽笛声。感觉这里的人买的车都物尽其用,连喇叭也用到尽。 看到人在过马路,按; 看到车挡路,按,不让路,按;堵车,按;被人超车,按。貌似他们对生活上的不满的发泄工具。这些在关内是听不见的。因为关内会被开罚单。

无处不在的骗子。抢劫少了,坏人就没有了吗? 他们只不过转换成另外一种形式而已。出租车的换钱手法快的你看不到。把真钞票换成了假的。如果你贪小便宜的话,呵呵 那些骗子最喜欢的了。 我有个朋友,给一个街头兜售手机的以600块卖个iPhone,一打开盒子,就是个空壳子。碰瓷的,淘宝上诈骗的, 电话上的假装朋友的,店上叫充钱的,然后几个月后关门的,呵呵, 五花八门。只要不贪便宜,不贪图方便,不好心去扶倒地的人, 基本上是安全的。

插队, 呵呵,最典型的了。虽然现在很多人都会比较自觉的排队,但是还是有人就会插队。

无知但又觉得自己很厉害的。每次我遛狗,总会有人看到我家小狗后会叫“哇好大的狗呀!会不会咬人呀” “走慢点,别跑。不然狗会咬你的”,我每次都想跟他们说,他妈的,要是我家小狗会咬人,不用等到你喊我家小狗早咬下去了。但是我都忍住了,我实在是没有能力教那些无知但是又觉得自己很厉害的人。

遇见那些自我中心的人非常强大的人,聊天时点头就好,千万别和他们辩解,不然没完没了。

吃饭,不管是跟供应商还是同事,请客的人总是喜欢点菜点的桌子满满的,然后吃不完。我遇到过最极品的朋友, 点了菜,吃了一口,说:“哇这个味道我吃不惯” 就不吃了,又重新点个别的,重点是不是她付钱。

那在这里有啥好的呢?这里的电商强大的不得了,几乎出门都不怎么需要带钱,一切都可以刷微信和支付宝。方便得很。很多时候都不需要出门了。外卖,生活用品等等等等,一切都可以在手机APP里面可以办得到。对于我这种懒得出门的人来说,就是一种幸福。

深圳这里有哪些地方好玩的呢? 对不起,我来了这么多年都没怎么在这里附近逛。对于我这个井底之蛙来说,实在是除了我家对面的海雅缤纷城之外,我哪里也没怎么去过。基本上都是上班遛狗玩游戏睡觉。

深圳吃的在这里是挺好的, 湘菜,粤菜,川菜,浙菜,东北菜,赣菜,西餐,火锅,韩国料理都有。挺好的。

我讨不讨厌这里? 呵呵,还好吧,如果我讨厌的话早跑了。