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人生的40大寿


一晃眼2018年3月份了。一个季度又过去了。 人生已经走到了40个年头。有些人有两个40年,但大部分人只有一个多一点。前些年都很期待3月份,这个时候一般都在跟我好朋友一起过。 可惜了,去年他在这个月份走了。今年这个月份要做的,就是去他坟前拜一拜。惜别都是伤感的,但是回忆都是美好的。

用了40年来学习,学会做人,做事。 不见得学的多好,但是至少没坏到哪里。有功,有过, 有好的,有坏的。不过,不重要。 我来了,我活过了我的生活,我丰富了我的感知, 我看到了灰白,看到了色彩, 我赚了。

就像人所说的,人生就像坐过山车, 有高,有低。高的时候别把自己看的太高,你永远不知道那一刻会峰回路转。 低的时候别太沮丧,万一明天就反弹了呢?

老师所,做人要认真,认真学习,认真工作,认真交朋友,认真做人。

又有老师说,做人别太认真, 太认真人会崩。

所以我现在又认真,又不认真的做人。 呵呵。

去他妈的40岁的生日快乐!

 

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Nothing last forever。

没有什么是永远的。 时间会带走一切,生命,事业,友情,爱情都斗不过时间的琢磨。∞ 这个东西就是个呵呵。

该走的时候就走,别不舍得。 舍不得,因为怕失去。当你的心是空的, 那你就不怕了。

今年就要踏进40大关了,心是满满的,对于很多东西很怕放开。就如我的前老板跟我说的, 有了钱的一般都比较怕死。 呵呵。

过去心不可得,现在心不可得,未来心不可得。心不空,心魔自生。

放下,心就空了。说是容易,做何难?

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2018 New Year Resolutions


another year pass, another year arrives. after updating my wrapup, as always have to be my new year resolutions.

hmm lets see:

  1. gonna switch job,  back to malaysia, or any other places, doesnt really matters, what matters? change of current job.
  2. pray to stay healthy. not only me, but whomever that i knew, including my junior.
  3. forgive and forget, or forgive and learned. either one.
  4. let it go. too many minds, too stubborn.
  5. nba2k19 as every year in my wanted list.
  6. open a grocery shop at my hometown. hopefully.
  7. goodbye china, hello everywhere else. hopefully.
  8. world peace! as always every year.
  9. complete at least a game that i bought last year.

 

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2017 Year end Wrapup


end of my 30’s era, going to be 40s. year end wrapup, which i am suppose to do it way way back last month. why wait until now? lesson learnt, times wait for nobody, learned but never practice, whats the point? damn.

well it is a sad, sad and sad year. for my best buddy had passed away before me. well that’s something no one would expect of, before the week he passed away, i just flew to bkk and celebrate my b’day with him, who woulda expect a sudden departure? shock shock shocking news to everybody. i thought we have good time forever, hell yeah we have good time, but whats forever? nothing is forever. another lesson learnt long time ago. “NOTHING” > “EVERYTHING”. goodbye to you my trusted friend; we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun. good memories, the only things that can out lives me i hope. 😀

My loving best friend

at work i outlast my ex-boss, hell yeah, finally he is gone, and i lived! new boss new rules, cant say he is better than my ex-boss, at least i can communicate fine with him, though not much of liking his style, but well, i am counting my times here, nothing much could i complaints i guess.

can anyone imagine that my company are moving office twice in a year? ridiculous but it happened. not sure who screw up the rental contracts, but i guess someone had really did a bad job. i have to struggle not only once, but twice to rework on the company network again, sigh. dejavu.

my sickness comes and go. lost weight and gain weight like roller coster, up and down, up and down, been haunted me on and off. but i have no fear now.

 

been tried to setup some business at thailand, too bad things not going well, had to delayed and KIV.

 

 

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Midsummer 2017


half year passed, another half year to go.

so what have i done in this past 6 months?

travel: macao, phuket, bangkok, home.

what have i done? missed flight day before chinese reunion night, spent over rmb160k for over past 6 years from taobao, averagely 24k per year. company been bought and reorg. moving office and moving office soon, moving house.

what have changed? best buddy past away, HOTS 2.0, loves KoG. made new frens and lose old frens, SSDD.

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放下放不下。


 

当我觉得我放下的时候,我放不下;那是执着。

老师教过什么是执着,没有教我如何才能放下。

时间就是老师, 执着是体验,放下是经验。

体验了痛苦与烦恼,经历了这些,就知道如何面对它们。

我以为经历了这么多,因该也晓得了。 呵呵。

要说我入世未深,还是我执着太深?

不嗔不恨,不生不灭。

看来还是要多多修心修性修行。

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when i was a child, my first ever buddy that i can ever recalled, my younger cousin, I was so small that time I couldn’t ever really recall what we have done together, but he is truly my best ever buddy since my childhood. we got separated when my family moved house, which we both still meeting each others but wasnt that closed anymore. sadly, he had passed away few years ago due to heart attack.

my second buddy, his name is Charles low, which i met him at the kindergarten when i was 6, we attend the same kindergarten, primary and secondary school together. even since now we never met face to face for so long, once a while we do online chatting, but still i am glad he’s enjoying his life with his kids and family. i remember the last time i met his daughter which at a bar place he was running, i think his daughter was like 3-4 years old kiddo. i think her daughter would be in 18ish years old already, mang, time flies.

my next buddy that i really felt that we could be a buddy for the rest of my life, sadly it ended up in a bad way. Bakai and i knew each others since college time, we had been through all the good times and hard times, sadly some unneccessary misunderstanding keeps both of us apart.

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